Saturday 19 March 2011

Yours Gave Me All

I feel the walls close in on me

I just wish they’d let me be

I don’t want to stay

I can’t take another day


Singing to myself, I slip

Laugh as I fall, I cry

But yours gave me everything

Yours gave me all


I don’t need it this time

I just wish it’d all be mine

I journey on to never end

I won’t find my heart again


Singing to myself, I slip

Laugh as I fall, I cry

But yours gave me everything

Yours gave me all


I hear the voices scream outside (let me out)

I hear the voices scream out loud (let me out)

I feel all their pain (let me out)

I feel it again and again and again


Coming closer to it, I flinch

Feeling it touch me, I hide

But yours gave me everything

Yours gave me all

Easy

My Vampire Song

I’m just faking it again

Playing at what’s right

Falling into traps

And screaming at the night


I’m just losing it again

This tortured soul of mine

Lost in one’s mind

And trapped in life divine


I’m just feeling it again

Developed and refined

Into a great monster

For you to fear and hide


It all becomes so easy

When it’s in this head of mine

Although you seem to fear me

You know that I am right

Everything’s so easy

When you see it in the night

Yet it will be gone from you

When everything’s too bright


It’s not easy being me

You know that much is true

It’s in everything you make

It’s in everything I do


Now it comes to this

The end that might be true

To find what lies beneath

The flesh and blood in you


I step into the room

All anger spread before me

And open up a void

To let you slip on through


It all becomes so easy

When it’s in this head of mine

Although you seem to fear me

You know that I am right

Everything’s so easy

When you see it in the night

Yet it will be gone from you

When everything’s too bright


Cradling your head

I cover you in kisses

You are now all bled

And smothered up in wishes


All those dreams come true

It’s in everything we do

From hope and from fear

I’ll be coming after you


Although you run to hide

Get lost deep inside

It’s not that hard to find

The screaming child inside


It all becomes so easy

When it’s in this head of mine

Although you seem to fear me

You know that I am right

Everything’s so easy

When you see it in the night

Yet it will be gone from you

When everything’s too bright


Even though you don’t see me

I’m waiting for you here

Even if I seem to go

I’ll be coming in the night


It all becomes so easy

When it’s in this head of mine

Although you seem to fear me

You know that I am right

Everything’s so easy

When you see it in the night

Yet it will be gone from you

When everything’s too bright


It all becomes so easy

When you’re screaming in the night

Although you seem to fear me

It’s just a little bite

Everything’s so easy

When you don’t put up a fight

I’ll be gone from you

When everything’s too bright

Drown

Leaves blowing in the wind

Twisting, twirling

Falling, still again

Just like your love

It comes, it goes

And changes every day


You wait momentarily with one

Then finding another you move on

Not seeing the people

Frowning on you

Not knowing


Over and over in this

Rushing torrent of life

You suck us dry

And leave us bare

Taking everything and you

Go on your own way


Your lovers drown in your

Mad swirling whirlpool of lust

Only finding you’re gone

Just before they drown

In your deep black sea of love

We drown in your deep black sea of love

We drown in your deep black sea of love

Drown, drown, drown, drown, drown

They drown

They drown

We drown

Madness

No one knew you were crying

No one knew you were dying

Every night

The pain you hold inside

In which you try to hide

Enveloped in the darkness

I stand before you

You know it’s true

I’m cold like ice

And I’m taking it twice

So I’m kicking in the door

And screaming at the wall

With ears I fear

The glowing screams of pain

The waves that crash in the sea

Bring memories of death to me

Every time

Seeing you standing there

Your heart full of despair

And you seem not to care

Leaves me open and bare

Madness eats out my mind

If you come remember to be kind

Every morning

As time stands still

It grows over me

Eating away at my will

So I’m kicking in the door

And the writing’s on the wall

With arms I feel

The lovesick kiss of shame

I’m beaten and alone

I’m sinking like a stone

I’m dying, I’m crying

Alone in my madness

And I’m kicking in the door

And tearing down the walls

With ears I feel

The glowing screams of pain

And I wish for peace again

Whoa!

Sinking deeper

Sinking deeper

Into my madness

Sinking deeper

Sinking deeper

Into my madness